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Continuity
03:44
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Blood for blood is what I say
Every sip of honesty
Even with the words I try to speak
Comes out in disarray
Have I come this far
Only to let myself down
Have I lost my mind again
Out of control, to mend this fix
Thoughts of leaving this all behind
Should I even say goodbye
This life was never really mine
Something has control of me
Does it blink an eye, do I even try
Is this really what I want
Sorting out my own life
Why can't I think of this
I need a light of bliss
Have I come this far
Only to let myself down
Letting myself down
I've been fighting off these demons
I've been fighting off myself for years
In my own fear
I live in constant fear, that I won't be missed
Why am I living this way
Look back at your life
Flash of memories, from your past
You need them to last
Don't give up
Don't give in
This is your time
Make up your mind
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2. |
Lost in Transparency
04:32
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There's a black hole in my heart
I need to find the light in this life
What does it mean, not alive
Where do we go when we have no home
All the buildings falling down around
Why are they all in the cage
Lord I fucking pray
You will save us all
Lord I fucking pray
Fucking pray
Look at wha't been done
It's so dark, shine some light
I was taught to trust, in the people above
Only to be let down, to be stuck in the flood
Our world is trapped, in the ocean
Of our own blood
We can't ask for help
Has this whole world become corrupt
There's no more saving any of us
All the buildings falling down around
Why are they all in the cage
Lord I fucking pray
You will save us all
I was taught to trust, in the people above
Our world is trapped, in the ocean
Of our own blood
Lord I fucking pray
Pray
Never did we say we wanted this is our lives
But they took it from us, never calling their lives
What are they thinking, are they fucked in the mind
Losing all of our time
Now we need a place to call our own, but that'll never happen
Cuz we're all alone
They will never help us, they will never answer why
Everything they've done to you involving your life
All the buildings falling down around
Why are they all in the cage
Lord I fucking pray
You will save us all
All the buildings falling down around
Why are they all in the cage
Lord I fucking pray
Lord I fucking pray
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3. |
Luminous
03:37
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Why did I only live for one second
I had the whole world in front of me
I can only let myself down
That’s just who I am
Never say I have what it takes
Stop trying to make a believer out of me
It will never work
Stop trying so hard
Am I the one who’s messed up
Is everybody letting me down
Am I the one who’s messed up
Will I come back around
Fight for me
Live for me
But now I see what it really means
To live my life alone
I can’t find it
I can find it
The hope that I need
Keep searching deep
Deep inside me
Am I the one who's messed up
Is everybody letting me down
Am I the one who's messed up
Will I come back around
Fight for me
Live for me
Bring
Me into the night
So I can find myself
Break away from me
I’m a monster in disguise
Break away from me
Break away from me
Am I the one who’s messed up
Is everybody letting me down
Am I the ones who’s messed up
Will I come back around
Am I the one who’s messed up
Am I the one who’s messed up
Am I the one who’s messed up
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4. |
Failing to Understand
04:32
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Closing all my wounds up now
I don't need this attention
But I need some guiding
I don't think I have what it takes
You were never there for me
All I ever needed was you
You left me there to rot
I felt hopeless at times
Not having someone, to lean on
I was so young
Not old enough to fight back
How could you leave me
Why don't you just get it right this time
Can you get it right this time
Can you get it right
You can't complain, I was never there
You left me here
Sink in my own fear
What were you thinking
I felt abandoned, like I was the one to blame
You needed space to get rid of my face
I don't need this, you made it so hard for me
You made it so hard for all of us
Take you to your resting place
Now you're gone and I can't save you
But I forgive you
I was so young
Not old enough to fight back
How could you leave me
Why don't you just get it right this time
Can you get it right this time
Can you get it right
What is this fascination that I only live once
Do I live it in anger or live it in love
Every day I wake up now
It's like you don't exist because
You hurt me
I was so young
Not old enough to fight back
How could you leave me
Why don't you just get it right this time
Can you get it right this time
Can you get it right
I was so young
Not old enough to, fight back
How could you leave
I was so young, why did you leave
I was so young, why did you leave
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5. |
Castaway
02:15
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I can't get out of bed, I’m too weak
I've been exhausted
Fifty more years left
It's getting to me
I can not leave
I can’t be myself when
Everything is hell and
I wanna be free from the torment
I'm the villain of my own decay
I need to get away
I need to get away
Get away from me
Get away from me
Get away
Get away
Get away from me
Get away
Finding myself out, I'll just disappoint
You know I'm being honest
You know I'm being honest
You know I'm being honest
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6. |
Wasted on Your Back
03:48
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Have your words become
An annoyance in my head
You lie to my face
Every day I try to shake it off
Knowing you're okay
Will i ever see the light of day
You know I'm not fine
Watching you go back and fourth
Can you be honest
Every moment I tried to forget
What you were doing
Knowing damn well
You were actually on your back
You were on your back
Have your words become
An annoyance in my head
Every day I tried to leave you
Every day I tried to shake it off
But every bone was aching
Will I ever see the light of day
Could you ever be honest
Watching you go back and fourth
Every day i tried to leave you
There has been so many times
This has happened to me
I was not really surprised when i found out the truth
Time and time again
This keeps happening
If only i could be set free
Have your words become
An annoyance in my head
Every day I tried to leave you
Every day I tried to shake it off
But every bone was aching
Will i ever see the light of day
Could you ever be honest
Watching you go back and fourth
Every day I tried to leave you
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7. |
Mirage of Happiness
02:58
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I never wanted to live like this
I'm too gone to be repaired
No matter the fight
Fight
I push, time after time
I go living a lie
I have to fake it
Every day I leave home
I have to fake it
To all your faces
I don't wanna live a lie
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna feel like this
I need some form of release
Darkness is closing in
Chasing me to death
I can't reach for hell
It's too far below this
I have to fake it
Every day I leave home
I have to fake it
To all your faces
I don't wanna live a lie
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna feel like this
Was I meant to be like this
How could you create such a perfect mess
Shape me, shape me
Like someone else
Shape me, shape me
Like someone else
Dig for my own hell in search of something
That will never pan out
Wish I could wake up
Living in a body of someone else
I can't even control myself
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